my sister told me i had a lot of freckles a few days ago.. which i somehow had never seen. now i see new ones arriving every day, taking over to form huge masses of browness.these tiny pin points new to me like this gray hair and these wrinkles. i'm getting old.my body hurts from physical movement. but it has been a long day.... the best day in weeks. FINALLYyipeee i was able to enjoy being alone. but i suspect anyone would could,riding around all morning ona jetski, saving people from the center of the lake. having been lost for an hour it made my team feel purposeful. i was out to find these poor souls. the second version i've ever seen of me, and my legs, her partner looked just like mine, when he was mine,they were visiting the family.. and i rode away, convincing myself.I'M SO HAPPY tobe alone. choose my day. be here. in michigan. right? there are moments. and today they lasted more than seconds.
one day,
i won't have a bum thumb and i'll have all gray hair. i see that in my future today. and one day drinking coffee and kahlua at 10 am. wont' be out of the ordinary.and one day i will write about something other than myself. i see that too.
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